Lisa Demetz retires: I have been treating me wound to the heart from Junk

Lisa Demetz si ritira: “Mi hanno ferita al cuore trattandomi da indesiderata”
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Lisa Demetz retires: I have been treating me wound to the heart from Junk

Lisa Demetz, one of the pioneers of the Italian women's ski jumping, decided to stop at just 25 years old. His career & ograve; did not have a term & ldquo; natural & rdquo ;, bens & igrave; & Nbsp; & egrave; victim of a fine & ldquo; violent & rdquo; caused by human relations deteriorated in the heart of the Italian team which also led to a sad train.

Tante & ldquo; firsts & rdquo; of the Italian movement bears the signature of Gardena. In 2005 & egrave; Blue was the first to reach the podium in the Continental Cup, when this was the best female jumping circuit, reaching the finish in sixth place overall ranking of the 2005-season & rsquo; 06. Then in 2007 the & rsquo; South Tyrolean & egrave; graduate junior world champion in Tarvisio, trampoline on which in January 2009 he took his first victory in an international competition to blue absolute level, also becoming the first jumper to be enrolled in a sporty body. Once born the World Cup, the representative of the & rsquo; Army & egrave; was the first Italian to reach the podium, finishing third in the race lottery Hinterzarten January 7, 2012. Nell & rsquo; span of his career he has participated in two World Cups and finished eighteenth in Liberec 2009 and thirteenth in Holmenkollen 2011 He had to give up all & rsquo; edition of home di Fiemme 2013 due to a serious injury to the cruciate ligament suffered in Lillehammer in December 2012. Just this incident has cleared the way to & rsquo; domino effect that led to the withdrawal. We explained pi & ugrave; times how hard it was to get the leaping one of only 30 pectoral made available for the Olympic Games. In this regard, having lost everything l & rsquo; winter 2012- & rsquo; 13 have plunged in Demetz & rsquo; Olympic Quota Allocation List, or the ranking of qualification in Sochi 2014 & nbsp; & Ldquo; When in & rsquo; April 2013 I started to train & rdquo; - Explains Lisa - & ldquo;, I immediately found with their backs to the wall. C & rsquo; was the need & agrave; to raise several points gi & agrave; in summer, so the coaching staff made me pressures to accelerate the pi & ugrave; possible recovery. I have not pulled back because & eacute; participate in Sochi was my dream and I knew I needed to be able to crown of results, so I competed at the Summer Grand Prix in precarious conditions still picking up a few points & rdquo ;. For l & rsquo; athlete Sports Centre present at the Olympic Games & egrave; actually went up in smoke during the & rsquo; With the summer 2013 & rsquo; approach of & rsquo; winter the situation & egrave; made more and more & ugrave; also difficult because of the relationship more and more & ugrave; with the cold & rsquo; coach of the Italian team: & ldquo; Julien (Eybert-Guillon, ed) I & egrave; was of no help, he followed me in a very superficial way. After some time I did this I felt abandoned, but he responded by saying that it was just me and the reality & agrave; was different. The words for & ograve; did not follow the facts, the situation & egrave; changed and the relationship of trust that must always exist between athlete and coach & egrave; progressively deteriorated & rdquo ;. The Gardena has experienced a first half & agrave; World Cup 2013 to & rsquo; 14 made very difficult by a few points and too many mediocre jumps, & ldquo; & for ograve; on the eve of every weekend I was charged and full of energy. Mondays & igrave; instead I came home forever destroyed because & eacute; I sucked in every race. I had technical problems and psychological, but no one & egrave; indicated an interest in helping me, so I felt alone and forgotten & rdquo ;. L & rsquo; blue, not knowing pi & ugrave; what to do, he decided to turn to Romed Moroder, l & rsquo; coach who in 2002 saw the thirteen year old Lisa perpetually off-piste skiing and, sensing & ldquo, the hair on my stomach & rdquo ;, let her jump in the nascent women's team. & Ldquo; Romed I told that I was thinking of retiring, but he dissuaded me and you & egrave; offered to follow me personally as aggregate for young leaping Val Gardena he trained. L & rsquo; idea & I egrave; liked it a lot and the end of January we asked the & rsquo; competitive ok to director Ivo Pertile. He gave his approval, but in the dialogue between him and Romed I picked up a phrase that made me milk to her knees & lsquo; Eh, but what do we do if the pi & Lisa back ugrave; strong? & rsquo ;. But how, I said to myself, it should not be just what l & rsquo; goal? & Rdquo; A Demetz able to get a result after workouts performed by a technician not included in the federal frameworks would then have been seen by management as a competitive threat to the credibility & agrave; the work done by Julien Eybert-Guillon with the rest of the group? & Ldquo; do not know, that phrase l & rsquo, I put it aside and thought only to work. I spent more & ugrave; a month training with Romed and I enjoyed like never before. Between February and March, I regained confidence and passion for jumping. In this period I kept perpetually a contact via email with Julien, to let him know how things were going. Having found myself at the beginning of March, I asked to be allowed to compete because Falun & eacute; what & egrave; the trampoline where in 2015 there will be the World Cup & rdquo ;. In Sweden for Lisa & ograve; feels can not be pi & ugrave; perceived as a resource, but as a problem. & Ldquo; They told me that I had to arrange and pay for the trip alone for Scandinavia. The thing I was a little & rsquo; amazed because & eacute; I was still a & rsquo; athlete of the national team, even though I was following another coach. In any case I did as I & egrave; been said, but when I arrived in Sweden, I realized that from the staff Italian c & rsquo; was a deep hostility & agrave; towards me. The engineers considered me a & rsquo; dark soul, the & lsquo; bad & rsquo; of the group, the one who sows discord and try to put one against the other. In a few hours the work of the previous month & egrave; destroyed because & eacute; I completely lost serenity & agrave; and motivations. & nbsp; I have made an examination of conscience, I thought I could be in the wrong, but in that case l & rsquo; single charge that could help me move & egrave; that of selfishness, and what & egrave; you thought of my career detaching from the team, not that of undermining the & rsquo; integrity & agrave; the team with my attitudes because & eacute; I have not pushed anybody against anybody & rdquo ;. Despite this situation by & ldquo; separate home & rdquo; the Gardena had decided to continue their activity there agrave; competitive even when Julien Eybert-Guillon & egrave; been confirmed as leader of the jump because Italian & eacute; & Ldquo; was told that things would change. Instead of training in training I realized how everything was as before and all the fine speeches made by the new sports management have not been followed in practice. I was told that & lsquo; l & rsquo; coach & egrave; here to give some tips, & then egrave; l & rsquo; athlete who must fend & rsquo ;. I could not pi & ugrave; to move forward so I decided to stop despite being just 25 years and in the jump you can be reborn and be competitive even after the 30 & rdquo ;. The worst part for & ograve; comes just after retiring as the story takes on Orwellian contours. Anyone who has read & ldquo; 1984 & rdquo; know how in the totalitarian regime envisioned in the novel, the story does not exist pi & ugrave ;, but is rewritten and changed constantly erasing everything that is not in line with the ideas of the moment of the party in such a way as to eliminate the memory of the events side: & ldquo; I communicated my decision to directeur sportif. He asked me to write a few lines for Fisi. I replied that & rsquo; would have done in a matter of time, when I would be calm about it. For ograve & ;, before you even send my greetings, I found out I was literally erased from the federal website. Although I was a & rsquo; athlete of Team A and I had not done my official communications card was gone. I do not know what happened, why & eacute; in the Federation have fallen from the clouds. & Egrave; as if someone had wanted to eliminate the pi & ugrave; quickly as possible & rdquo ;. A career spanning 12 years terminated by renegade: & ldquo, I had the good fortune to be formed in Stams, in the best high school sports in the world, where he also studied Gregor Schlierenzauer. So I think I know how to behave in sports. Precisely for this reason the treatment received it hurts me to the heart. I have been a & rsquo; athlete faithful, I think I have brought all & rsquo; Italian at least a couple of hits to remember and I think I've always behaved properly, unlike others towards me & rdquo ;. Closed in a manner so & igrave; bitter l & rsquo; activities & agrave; by jumper, Lisa does not just have to look forward to: & ldquo;'m doing l & rsquo; Universit & agrave; Parma and want to graduate. The Army Sports Centre has given me the opportunity & agrave; to stay with them and at the same time to pursue his academic studies. So I'm not totally out of the world of sports, even once graduated I would like to go back & rdquo ;.
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